"self" doubt.
Truth is, who am I?
I am starting to doubt myself.
My capabilities, my confidence, my emotions, my personality, my thoughts.... etc.
What am I?
Who am I?
I just want to run away.
I hate to read happy blog posts.
I hate the idea that I can't cram that many seconds into my work.
I hate that I lost quality in my own world.
I hate to see myself lost in words.
On the contrary, I see a bright side to life.
1) Peak is going to be near over. But another peak is coming in May.
2) I am going to visit sis and travel a bit in july.
3) My ride is getting my hooked.
4) Staying up late to work and working on weekends have sort of "become" me.
5) I love and I am loved afterall.
I am so lost. Am I happy? Or am I doubting my own happiness?
I am starting to doubt myself.
My capabilities, my confidence, my emotions, my personality, my thoughts.... etc.
What am I?
Who am I?
I just want to run away.
I hate to read happy blog posts.
I hate the idea that I can't cram that many seconds into my work.
I hate that I lost quality in my own world.
I hate to see myself lost in words.
On the contrary, I see a bright side to life.
1) Peak is going to be near over. But another peak is coming in May.
2) I am going to visit sis and travel a bit in july.
3) My ride is getting my hooked.
4) Staying up late to work and working on weekends have sort of "become" me.
5) I love and I am loved afterall.
I am so lost. Am I happy? Or am I doubting my own happiness?
2 Comments:
your life can't be as miserable & lost as mine right? so it's not that bad after all babe. i think i should be the lost one. you have a job & someone who loves you. I am still stuck in this shit call LOVE!! damn!! i should be the one running away. or maybe time to sign up for SDU huh.
hugz!
its normal to feel so at times..jiayou!n missing u!=D
Post a Comment
<< Home